NUDGE

Aj & I went out for coffee last night. First thing he said was "what's with you? you're positively glowing!". And you know what? I do feel like Im glowing! I just got off the phone with Vannie & she noticed the happiness in my voice... :)

I guess for the past few weeks, throwing myself at work & going out to dinners with friends have pushed me to a faster recovery rate. Im thankful for everyone who has nudged me inch by inch towards betterment. It wasn't an easy journey, but I have arrived nonetheless. From this point forward, it'll be different. It'll be better. It'll be happier.

Im glad to have people believe in me. Glad that God gave me the strength to win this battle.
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"Nobody is an island -- it's an obvious statement to say that you need relationships to get you through life. Other people provide the acid to your base, and can often be a perfect sounding board for your ideas. But in order to make the deep connections you need for total honesty, you must develop trust. The only way to do this is to take a risk and let someone in. So reach out today -- lower your drawbridge and invite someone to cross your moat."

-->Even the stars conspire in making sure that I do not fall in the trap of bitchiness, haha! Richie & I were texting sometime last week, and he was saying "naku no, you dont have it in you to become bitter! sa ganda mong yan friend, you'll be singing a different tune in no time!". And I have no doubt about it.
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an excerpt from James Blunt's new song:
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.

--> Uncanny timing. I heard this song for the first time when I was on my way home. When everything falls into place, it feels good. I now even have a song to mark this point of my life.

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Rain pours outside. Lightning & thunder alternately take to the sky & fill it with their presence. But nothing can beat the glow emanating from me. I can honestly see myself going forward, due to the nudges given by my friends. Thanks guys.